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I am a Cave

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Not Being There

If you’re wanting power
Someone to control
Come when you feel broken
Then go when you wanna go

And I won’t disappoint you
Cause I never really care
I just love not being there.

If you love the darkness
Want someone you can use
Pin them down to hurt them
Leave them there feeling confused

All the times you break me.
I never really care
I just love not being there.

Drinking on your bacolny
Looking out at the big big sea
All the things you want me for
They got nothing to do with me.

Spiritual power
That’s what you’ll give to me
Make the world so broken
When I want to I can leave

And I won’t look behind me
Cause I never really cared
I just love not being there.

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I am a Cave

This is AI art btw… at least for the moment I will be using AI images in my videos and probably to illustrate my songs because honestly between creating music & trying to survive I don’t have time to draw things so it is nice to have an artistic servant who will draw whatever I tell him to.

I am a cave
Don’t come in
Don’t come in

I don’t trust you
Let me make that clear
Before we begin

Because you’ll say you love me
Then you’ll go
Wipe the darkness from your hands
A man emerging from a hole

Into the light
Disconnected from the things he said
While falling through the night.

I am dark
Don’t approach
Don’t approach

Crawled through the mountainside
In the night
In a cloack

Because you hurt me, when you said you loved me
Leaving me there empty Like a hole
Did you think I would remain, lying in the pain,
Turning to a crust oh no my friend.
Something else comes in.

He was black like the sky
And his skin was wet as he looked in to my eyes
And then he told me I’d never be alone.
The dark would be my home.
The night would be my throne.

And then the sky became my cape
And the stars were diamonds
In them I was draped
And into my mind, he spoke words so sublime

And now I know
That every word you said to throw away
Was written in a book and it will be read one day

So you can go. Or stay.
It doesn’t make a difference in the end
Cause when you go
Something else comes in.

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I am a Cave

I am a cave
Don’t come in
Don’t come in

I don’t trust you
Let me make that clear
Before we begin

Because you’ll say you love me
Then you’ll go
Wipe the darkness from your hands
A man emerging from a hole

Into the light
Disconnected from the things he said
While falling through the night.

I am dark
Don’t approach
Don’t approach

Crawled through the mountainside
In the night
In a cloack

Because you hurt me, when you said you loved me
Leaving me there empty Like a hole
Did you think I would remain, lying in the pain,
Turning to a crust oh no my friend.
Something else comes in.

He was black like the sky
And his skin was wet as he looked in to my eyes
And then he told me I’d never be alone.
The dark would be my home.
The night would be my throne.

And then the sky became my cape
And the stars were diamonds
In them I was draped
And into my mind, he spoke words so sublime

And now I know
That every word you said to throw away
Was written in a book and it will be read one day

So you can go. Or stay.
It doesn’t make a difference in the end
Cause when you go
Something else comes in.

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Not Being There

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The Box

Well…. I’ve started adding lyrics to videos- what do you think? Some say this is good & some say it is bad.

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5 Dark Knights

5 Bright Stars- that I’ve never seen before
Step by step- walking on the checkerboard, you know
Some things get easier with time
Blood flows much easier when I know the blood is mine.

5 Dark Knights- sleeping underneath the skies
Toss and turn- thinking of the way you died, I can’t
Describe what is left of me more delicate than a lace
Hold me in your hand then let me slip into the wind and watch me fly.

Sometimes the sky is filled with eyes.

5 Small Boys- I saw them inside a dream
Step by step- but the checkerboard was green, you know
They never cried they were a bubble in the air
Flying in the wind they never knew that you were there all of the time.

They were oblivious to the feeling of your eyes.

Step by step- walking to the rabbit hole
And there I will forget, slip into a black so fine
That you were there with me when every wind was filled with time.

We were oblivious to the feeling of their eyes.

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5 Dark Knights

5 Bright Stars- that I’ve never seen before
Step by step- walking on the checkerboard, you know
Some things get easier with time
Blood flows much easier when I know the blood is mine.

5 Dark Knights- sleeping underneath the skies
Toss and turn- thinking of the way you died, I can’t
Describe what is left of me more delicate than a lace
Hold me in your hand then let me slip into the wind and watch me fly.

Sometimes the sky is filled with eyes.

5 Small Boys- I saw them inside a dream
Step by step- but the checkerboard was green, you know
They never cried they were a bubble in the air
Flying in the wind they never knew that you were there all of the time.

They were oblivious to the feeling of your eyes.

Step by step- walking to the rabbit hole
And there I will forget, slip into a black so fine
That you were there with me when every wind was filled with time.

We were oblivious to the feeling of their eyes.

In case you are in the mood to share money…

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Blue, Black, Silver, Water, Moons, Death & Ghosts Charleston, West Virginia Music & Songs On My Own

The Box

sing and gleam, mountain stream
I know where you flow
falling down, losing ground
crash the world below

lose the dream
of purity you wanted me to bring
lose the dream
there’s nothing sacred now

something fails, yet still goes on
I was in the box, but now it’s gone

like a swirl, like a wave
changing me inside
suck me down, underneath
this is where I’ll hide

on and on
to bluer things you wanted me to bring
on and on
your arrow in my hand

something dies, yet still goes on
I was in the box, but now it’s gone

waterfall over me
holding up my hands
blue and cold, touching me
I don’t understand

how I feel
I waited for you everyday alone
standing there
there’s nothing certain now

losing form, yet flowing on
I was in the box, but now its gone

And just in case you enjoy giving people money…

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I am One

Saw his ax between the trees
He took his aim right at my knees
Still I am one.

Hid behind the trees in fright
I stood there frozen through the night
But he was gone.

Did he find another world?
Well I don’t know.
Either way it’s time to cry
They tell me so.

Pull myself between the sticks
The sky was dim, the mud was thick
Still I am one.

Something move inside my hair
I jump three feet, was that him there?
No he is gone.

Find a town to wander there
Without a name.
Watch them throw their marbles down
For one more game.

The town. Mirrors all around.
Windows to the sky. So I shut my eyes.
And in the darkness flow. Into the woods I go.
The night a single time. The town a single mind.

Take a breath to watch the sky
See it open big blue eye
Yeah we are one.

Hang their clothing on the line
Through alleyways the people wind
Into the dawn.

You could ask them where to stay
But they won’t know.
They just came to laugh and play
They’ll tell you so.